Dust, dust, dust. Dust everywhere. Dust on the desk, dust on the lampshade, dust under the chair. Conscientious housekeepers will recoil in horror at the thought. The rest of us throw up our hands in resigned despair. Unless your house is hermetically sealed, dust creeps in under closed windows, over doorsills, even out of the heat registers. You dusted just an hour ago—and look! The familiar film is already coating the nightstand.
Relentless housekeeper or half-hearted dust warrior, we all know the proclivities of dust. It collects. It dulls colors and blurs textures. It holds dust bunny meetings under the bed and sneaks out to tickle noses into sneezes, eyes into watery itching, minds into distraction.
Like rabbits in the vegetable patch, dust does more than mere mischief. Depending on what it was before it was dust, its tiny unseen claws scratch fine wood. Wind-borne, sand dust scars buildings, muddles electronics, digs into the skin to its harm. It blinds and chokes. It causes drivers to smash into telephone poles and armies to march into enemy fire. It offers free rides to traveling bacteria and viruses.
What is to be done? Air purifiers, chemically impregnated dust cloths, dust-resistant sprays—the solutions proliferate. But the dust returns.
If we cannot banish the dust from the chair rungs, how can we fight the dust that clogs the mind? Thoughts and bits of thoughts, memories and bits of memory, things to do, things to bring, video reruns in the head, snatches of music, obsessions, conversations with someone not there, resentments, hopes, dreams all collect and swirl through our mental crevices. They cloud clarity, clog thought, disrupt concentration, make mockery of inner silence. Sometimes they are nothing more than dust bunnies, hopping here and there through the background, harmless enough. Sometimes, though, they slash resolve, distort decisions, cut and wound the heart. And, unlicensed, they take the wheel and drive us down roads we had not chosen on the map.
There are, of course, defenses: disciplines of focus, schools of mind control, techniques for purifying mental air. You can go into any Barnes and Noble and buy the book. Or you can download it to your Kindle or your Nook. You can take the class, practice the program, drive the dust clouds into the back country where it will disturb you less. Artists and mystics learn the skills of inner focus through intense desire and long practice. Successful business people often seem equipped from birth with the kind of inner drive that blots out all distraction as they pursue their goals.
But beware. When the wind is blowing dust clouds, it is easy to mistake seeds for house dust. The musician or writer focused on the work at hand captures by instinct sudden irrelevant insights as they fly through thought and stores them for later planting. The most dedicated mystic knows better than to blot out the whispered word that may sting and whip prayer down new and unknown roads. Sometimes the mental dust that chafes and irritates turns out to be gold dust.
The discipines, especially the disciplines of prayer, have their value, but the first step toward taming the dust cloud without losing seed or gold is not reading the latest book or signing up for the latest workshop in mind control. The One who tames wind (Mark 4:39) and even rides it (Psalm 104:3, referring to God) spells it out the real answer Matthew 7:7: “Ask and it will be given to you” by the Giver who knows how to give bread even to those who walk unthinking down the bookstore aisles and fill their baskets with stones or snakes masquerading as cures for the soul (see Matthew 7:9). And what shall we ask? The psalmist supplies the answer: “A clean heart create for me, God; renew in me a steadfast spirit” (Psalm 51:10)
When you adopt this prayer, though, watch out! You will see (or not see amid the dust clouds) God the housekeeper arrive in an apron and go to work in your inner room, sweeping out the darkest corners and reaching in under the furniture. We have Jesus’ word on it (Luke 15:8-10). Of course God has more in mind than leaving the room “clean, swept and garnished.” Jesus warns against the dangers of inner space left merely empty of demonic dust makers (Luke 11:26).
God wields the broom with a more positive goal: finding the coin that has disappeared somewhere behind the dust bunnies of the mind. Or worse, the gold scratched and disfigured by the sand storms stirred up by the thoughts that blow from the Deceiver’s honeyed tongue. It’s not the coin itself that preoccupies the divine housekeeper. It is the image stamped on it: the precious likeness that defines us as our best, most creative, most life-giving selves. “God created mankind in his image; in the image of God he created them; male and female he created them” (Genesis 1:27). God is far more aware than we are when the image becomes dust-veiled or damaged, and far more concerned. That image, stamped on the unrecognized gold of our humanity, is charged with the vital task of reflecting the Light of the World into our own inner spaces and the darkened homes of those around us. Worth moving the furniture for. Worth wading through the clouds of dust stirred up by that busy broom. Worth even the cross, we’re told, at least to God.
Don’t expect to stand by idle till the dust disappears, though. When you pray for a clean heart, be ready to find yourself handed a broom. It is Lent. Get sweeping.!
Note: "Create a clean heart in me" serves as the Gospel Acclamation which introduces Matthew 7:7-12 ("Ask and it will be given to you") on Thursday of the First Week of Lent.
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